December!! I found myself lost in a whirlwind of questions. My mind was going about a million miles every which way. Back up, I will clue you in on some background information...as a missionary I serve my mission for two years. Well, just so happens my year mark is this month. So I am at like my midlife crisis in missionary life, just kidding it is not bad at all. I just find myself doing a lot of self evaluation.
A lot of missionaries at this time do a lot of reflecting both on the pass and the time to come. Not only the time to come on as a missionary, but also life in general. Questions like who am I? What good have I done? How have I changed? Who do I want to become?
Life has so many twist and turns, ups and downs, highlights and moments we wish would have never happened, but that is life. In this storm of questions in my head I found myself slightly nervous for the future.
I am a baby when it comes to that, one of my biggest fears since 6th grade is having to grow up. For the longest time I thought when you grow up the fun stops, life is just a boring routine you do till you get old and die. Pretty depressing way to look at it, and boy was I wrong.
Next picture to catch my eye was one of a guy sitting in a chair, with the out stretched hand of Christ before him, and the devil's hand trying to bind and pull him down. I thought about the times of rebellion and the times of righteousness in my life. Life is filled with choices and challenges, which can come at us unexpectedly not in just a boring routine fashion. The picture reminded me that the Savior will always have an out stretched hand through all our walks of life.
As I continued to examined my desk, pictures of my new nephew catch my eye. Having a baby, and being a parent definitely is not just some boring routine. God gives us new responsibilities and opportunities in each stage of life. Things to challenge and make us stretch, but yet the reward is great.
Placed by the bottom of the mirror is a very valuable object to me. My Scriptures! Like I said before life can get crazy, and our futures can at times scare us, but God has given us the playbook of life. The hundreds of years old lessons and events written upon the pages is what makes each of the items surrounding my desk important. The game of life is still won and played the same as it has been since the beginning of time.
